It's not entirely a dead-end job, but it's not somwhere I want to be for the rest of my life. If I could choose, I'd love to be running this website and the print magazine solely. I suppose I like to eat...teching this site and inquiring with the magazine doesn't pay much of anything, but I am still hopeful!

I guess one has to be hopeful in times like these, especially today with high society and the intracicies of daily life. Ok, not to go off on a tangent, but really, we do need to eat.

Anyways, I guess I'm just contemplating my status in life; where am I on that ladder? Not really my job or my home life, but my soul. Ok, am I getting too deep here?